ummm so my baby sister has a xanga.

what is this?! next, she's gonna have a facebook, and then i'm really gonna have to open up a can of whoopass...on her ass i suppose.

and now, she's going to leave a nasty comment. well, bully for you, crysta.

because i can.

because this photo is hilarious.

actually, that's a lie. this one is.

and in case you couldn't tell, that's a boobie balloon. and i'm groping him.

back on campus, and it's all testosterony. but it's nice to have both rooms to myself. audrey, i've slept on your bed with many hot and sweaty men. naked, of course.

my internship in springfield seems to be pretty cool, but i won't really know until next week. however, i was talking to the doctor i was following shadowing in the clinic yesterday, and he was talking about how he got out of college, went to med school in new york, and got married in med school. now, he has kids, a family, and a job he absolutely loves. it's kinda how my parents turned out, and it's how i had always assumed that my life would pretty much end up like too. but, somehow, hearing this come from him gave this a whole other dimension. i guess it's because i didn't realize that people younger than my parents were actually doctors too. i think growing up with my parents has given me a very skewed perception about medicine and life for doctors in general. i have no idea if that makes sense.

it sounds like there are drunken jocks banging on my window outside, but each time i look up, i cant really see anything. which is a bit creepy.

my life for the past few days consists solely of large amounts of asian snack foods and unhealthy amounts of TV.

and i decided to make my site prettier. haaaah.

woohoo halloween! woohoo sugar! woohoo costumes! woohoo substance-induced redness!

trying out my handmade antennae, and posing like a dork.

and here we are making ashley's pippi longstocking braids...

<= ashley in her full-on pippi longstocking glory...with my belts as boob suspenders.

=> heere is me and audrey. as LOBSTERS. not ladybugs. lobsters, assholes. the gloves were supposed to be mittens...

some indian fobs from UMASS tried to come up to me during the course of the the night, and after i told him to piss off because he was being all creepy with my friends, he said, "ooh bumblebee, you have STUNG ME! can i take a picture with ?" but you must remember to imagine that with an indian accent. 

half an hour later, audrey is now fully in costume. as a RED lobster. haaaaah

i just personally enjoy the fact that ray was so compelled to show us how audrey became that way. 

ok, last one. (because i realized that these could have just gone on facebook, and you wouldn't have to actually look at these unless you cared)

partaaaaayyy with my favorite brown boy. oooh halloween.

its soooo weird that i'm back on campus now. ray and i drove up today, and we passed by zac and andres on the highway! and it was so random!!!

and now i'm in the lord jeff inn. i feel like i don't belong here yet. maybe once i move in, and see all my friends again, things will fall into place.

it's weird seeing stars again. it's weird being at amherst when the weather is beautiful. it's weird having a friend with a car. ahhhhh